Holaa I'm Atiqah, I'm so boring person and the blablabla! I'm SPM CANDIDATE, so pray for me okay!! I'm hoping I'll get a good result with flying colors in y SPM result.
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Posted on: Tuesday, 21 January 2014 @ 16:35 | 0 comment(s)
Past is Past Dear
Some hopes and dreams, same routines as well.. As usual I was accompained him but I could really fell him. He seemed far far away. And now, solemnly I'm really longing for him. ohhhhhh tears, stop shedding ! I never let anyone know about this, I don't know how to say it. everything has become very much complicated. And it's very hard to start everything all over again. whenever I see you smile and know that its not for me, that is when I miss you. but nothing much I can hope from this relation except for long - lasting friendship. But at the end, I can't stop this feeling but still ... I try my best to let it go. Indeed it gets better. I know it does even though sometimes it feels so much hurtful. I don't wish to be eveything to you. the fact that we're friends forever will never change. Should I move on ? head say yes and heart say NO !!! grrrrrrrrrrr But, this all has changed ! this above refer to my feeling last years (2013) . but now, 2014 you come back with me and said you loved me and want to be with me . hello, some people will change, and you have to accept that . stupid you know. you hurting me and want to be with me. you said we're friends forever and ever will never change but now ? come on boy don't be fool!!! we're friends right ?? iyaaaa, this me ! I'm a girl I'm allowed to change my mind as many times as I want . so, don't you be bad relationships as friends. I may forgive a lot but I will never forget what has been said and done. soooo, I just want you listend a song christina perri - jar of hearts . okayy my dear friend capital S , yang berlalu biarkan berlalu kay . I hope you find someone girl who love you more than I loved you :* 
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